
SONG: MY FRIEND, MY BROTHER, MY LOVER
Dedicated to my love, Scott A. Diiorio
They always said so clearly, the way I love is wrong
That it would be a sin, if I should sing my song
So for faith and for family, I would have to live
'Cause if I lived the truth inside, then God would not forgive
So I buried my feelings so deep down inside
My truth and my colors my fearful heart denied
But I shed bitter tears all alone in the night,
My soul just crying out in pain for you to hold me tight
My friend, my brother, my lover
For my heart there could be no other
I’ve waited so hopeless, lonely and blind
For you to come along my way and see into my mind
You’re the only one, husband of my soul
And yours is the power to make me whole
My burned-out heart with healing you’ll cover
My friend, my brother, my lover
So for family and Heaven I would live my life
I did my sacred duty and I took myself a wife
I tried with all inside me, a loving man to be
I hoped that living half-alive would be enough for me
We were given a child, a beautiful son
And for a time I dared believe that happiness I’d won
But a secret chamber in my heart was empty still
And in my silent suffering I pined against my will
My friend, my brother, my lover
For my heart there could be no other
I’ve waited so hopeless, lonely and blind
For you to come along my way and see into my mind
You’re the only one, husband of my soul
And yours is the power to make me whole
My burned-out heart with healing you’ll cover
My friend, my brother, my lover
Then the painful day dawned when I could take no more
I confessed my inner longings caring not what lay in store
All alone I was again, but free to follow love
I knew that Truth was deep inside and not somewhere above
Then dawned a bright new morning, when I beheld your face
I heard your voice so kindly banish pain without a trace
Your liquid eyes, your glowing smile, familiar to my soul
I sensed from you an energy with pow’r to make me whole
You’re my friend, my brother, my lover
For my heart there could never be another
I’ve found you at last, No longer to pine
I’ve known you for eternity and know that you are mine
You’re the only one, precious husband of my soul
And I feel your power is making me whole
My newborn heart with healing you cover
You're my friend, my brother, my lover
In your eyes I see God, both Father and Mother
My friend, my brother, my lover
© 2020 by Drake Maxwell Alexander